Chemo #5

Thank you to everyone for your support with my last entry. I'm not any less angry then I was about the situation but thats going to take quite a bit to get over, especially when I probably haven't heard the last of it.

I basically told my parents today that I am going to conventions whether they want me to go or not. Or rather I told my mom. I don't think my father has a problem with it. His main concern is actually the transportation to and from the convention...and even I have this same concern. Six hours is a long drive and chances are I would be making it alone and since I have to no idea how my body will react day to day..just makes me a little nervous is all. but yeah..if I can get there I will be there. thats AWA, AUSA, Nekocon that I'm thinking of. One a month for the next three months. biggest hurdle will be AUSA since it will fall on a chemo week, which means I'll be getting my oh so awful Neulasta shot that makes me feel not so good.

Anyway..it was an intersting chemo day. ( Chills, Burns and Tingling )

Rained again today but it is supposed to clear up tomorrow. I get my Neulasta shot around noon.

Denied

My claim for Medicaid has been denied. I do not meet the disability qualifications.

WTF. I can't work because I spend two to three days out of my work week in a doctor's office. The doctor is the one that said I should apply and should get it. What more do I need to be considered diabled? Cut off one of my arms?

this has been one hell of a week..and now i have to worry about paying $30,000 worth of bills on my own..shit