Just..a..few..days...

I must..hold out..My father has been watching Torchwood but unfortunately I missed episode 2 because I was at a lesson and then the satellite subscription ran out as we were switching companies and so I never got to see. So I could skip it and watch Day 3 and 4...but that just seems wrong. So I shall hold out and wait until the DVD comes out next week and just marathon the damned thing. It's not like I don't already know a major spoiler. That was ruined for me at Otakon...and it really really makes me sad. but yes..must..hold out..

I think Phoenix is going to a show on Saturday. I am too actually..but i'm not riding her. I'm riding Zippy and the trainer is gonna ride Phoenix. I'm nervous yet..curious about how she will do. I've had 2 lessons on her and to say I'm not still just a little bit scared would be a lie. I mean come on..she did break two of my teeth and I haven't ridden her at all since before I went through chemotheraphy. So yeah..little nervous about her coming home next week.

Disability called yesterday which terrifies me. I missed the call but apparently I have a new case worker. If they stop processing that then I lose my medicaid...if I lose medicaid then I will owe $6000 every time I get a scan..and $1000 every time I get my port flushed. Please..PLEASE..keep processing. Lose me in the system. SOMETHING.

Still job hunting. I wish I knew what I wanted to do with my life and then maybe I would know what to look for or something. 27 years old and still clueless. Geez..I suck.

Con stuffs

Okay..so I know I just got back from one but that also means I have to be ready for the next ones. In order of when they are, here we go:

Dragon*Con
Hotel: Um...a few people have asked me to be with them. So..who wants me and who is planning on having me?
Costumes: EPIC transformers plans, Rorschach, who knows what else

AWA
Costumes: Ken (weiss), Soul?, character from Kobato, Syaoran/Eriol (CCS), Sakura (tsubasa), Rorschach?, Yamamoto (Hitman reborn)

Yaoi-con
Still need to buy plane tickets. Can you tell I've been avoiding this?

Nekocon
Hotel: Who wants to be in my room? I'm at the embassy suites. I have 1 room. Need to know who all is going and who wants in. No group reg this year since I had to buy mine through the artist alley. Which brings me to:
Artist Alley: Who all wants to sit with me behind the table? I ordered 2 tables simply because I think I'm going to need the space. I am willing to possibly split one of the tables if someone needs more space. But I want to know if anyone is willing to help me out..or wants an artist badge to sit with me (Such as: Kitsune Ink people who have a buttload of people..let me know and we can change some of your reg badges over to Artist alley badges under my table. I requested we be near each other)

AUSA
Still Debating.

Wow..so busy.