tohma2004 | Just..a..few..days...

I must..hold out..My father has been watching Torchwood but unfortunately I missed episode 2 because I was at a lesson and then the satellite subscription ran out as we were switching companies and so I never got to see. So I could skip it and watch Day 3 and 4...but that just seems wrong. So I shall hold out and wait until the DVD comes out next week and just marathon the damned thing. It's not like I don't already know a major spoiler. That was ruined for me at Otakon...and it really really makes me sad. but yes..must..hold out..

I think Phoenix is going to a show on Saturday. I am too actually..but i'm not riding her. I'm riding Zippy and the trainer is gonna ride Phoenix. I'm nervous yet..curious about how she will do. I've had 2 lessons on her and to say I'm not still just a little bit scared would be a lie. I mean come on..she did break two of my teeth and I haven't ridden her at all since before I went through chemotheraphy. So yeah..little nervous about her coming home next week.

Disability called yesterday which terrifies me. I missed the call but apparently I have a new case worker. If they stop processing that then I lose my medicaid...if I lose medicaid then I will owe $6000 every time I get a scan..and $1000 every time I get my port flushed. Please..PLEASE..keep processing. Lose me in the system. SOMETHING.

Still job hunting. I wish I knew what I wanted to do with my life and then maybe I would know what to look for or something. 27 years old and still clueless. Geez..I suck.