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What really goes on in your head?
Depends on the day really. Usually involves some sort of daydream about various characters and plots and things that could occur..but if you catch me during other parts of the day I could be analyzing my money situation and how to go about solving it.
Have you ever seen those 'Tilt Screen Back' pictures?
I have never even heard of that before.
Do you hate when other people tell you what to do?
I don't like being bossed around. I make a much better leader honestly, but when you are on the bottom rung of the coporate ladder you need to know how to take directions and orders from the higher ups.
Would you rather be in Narnia right now?
Who wouldn't? Except when Narnia is only a very large closet inside a hotel room in Wilmington.
Is it true that whatever doesn't kill you, had better start running?
Probably not in my case. I'm not really all that prone to violence..of course if they tried to kill me, I might just grab the nearest weapon and go after them if for no other reason then to scare them shitless.
We're all searching for something we can't find. True or false?
If it is..I don't know what I'm searching for.
Whose smile could light up this whole town?
There are probably a few people that could do this.
Do other people's opinions mean anything to you?
You like to think that they don't, but there will always be some imprint of it on your memory and if it is a negative opinion a part of you will try to improve upon it so you don't get that negativity again.
Who has been letting you down recently?
The government and its systems of fail that never cease to make my life that much harder.
Have you ever just wanted to run away to see who would follow?
I ran away once when i was a kid. But I only made it to the woods.
Are you much better off without a certain person?
what certain person? Can you be more specific?
Do you regret letting anyone go?
Nope.
Are you really a rude person or do people just think that?
I have a rude tendency but I try to hide it with cute and fluffy things
Do you avoid people without realizing it?
sometimes. If the person makes me uncomfortable or I am trying to avoid a confrontation I know will not go well
What would you try if you had no fear?
Olympic sized jumps..those things are scary
Can you quote the movie Mean Girls?
Never seen it
Do you like candied or caramel apples?
Candied. Not a huge fan of caramel.
Do you find starry skies to be beautiful?
Of course. I just wish I could photograph them better.
Who has a really cold heart?
I don't know if I know anyone I would consider really cold.
Do you want to see snow right now?
Sure. only cause it would get me out of work.
Aren't cats with double-paws cute?
can't say I've seen one o_o
Would you rather be in New York or Canada?
New york..though really you could just go to Niagara Falls and be in both
After all, who's your wonderwall?
wonderwall?
Have you ever had a hamster as a pet?
Ya know..I think we did once..or maybe it was a gerbil.
Do you ever wake up before your alarm goes off?
Unfortunately yes. Usually on days when I am allowed to sleep longer.
Is someone waiting for you?
In what sense are you talking?
Are you enjoying your life?
When it is bill time: No. All other times: Yes....though bill time certainly comes around a lot.
Do you like making someone smile?
I try. Not sure how well I succeed..
Does glitter bother you?
Of course not~ I LUUUUV Glitter
Are you really into cars?
I like cars. I have a dream car. And I watch NASCAR
Can you still feel the butterflies?
....? These questions are confusing.
Shouldn't Alejandro stop calling Lady Gaga?
I like that song.
What would you do if a professional baseball player hit you with a ball?
Sell it on Ebay?
Do you like Mark Wahlberg?
He's alright
What are you really good at?
I don't know if there is anything I consider myself really good at..though I am kind of proud of some of the wigs I have styled.
Can you fall for someone you've never met?
Anything is possible
Don't butterflies fly like they're drunk?
Never thought about it that way but I suppose they do.
Do you like gummy candy?
oh hell yes.
Does your brain work on Mondays?
My brain doesn't work on most days.
Is there wrong in wanting something more?
No
Who would you have sex with right now if you had to pick?
o_o thats a very personal question there little questionnaire thingy.
Who has given up on you lately? Why you?
given up on me? I certainly hope no one.
Do you like water slides in the summer?
OH god yes. I could live in a waterpark.
Why do people act like they like someone if they don't?
Sometimes its just easier that way
Would you marry someone who is Irish?
Why wouldn't I?
Who has a really small head?
I don't know about small heads, but some people have "small arms and a big head..and no neck" does that count?
Why would anyone pretend an airplane is a shooting star?
cause they don't know any better?
Is today a great day for falling in love?
any day would be a good day for that.
Don't you hate when your ex is everywhere you go on accident?
Heh..I don't really have an ex.
Who do you really need in your life?
Friends and Family
Are California girls really that great?
Depends on the girl
If you could say one thing to someone right now, what would it be?
Hey you, mr insurance guy..lower my quote or I will drive my car into your office and leave it parked on your desk.
Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
No. Hey..no one was gonna do it for me and I almost lost all my hair.
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
Immaculate conception? Cool. WORSHIP ME.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Nah
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
No because I have a very expressive face that gives away everything I am thinking.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
o_o..i sure hope not. But if I am, do let me know.
Explain the last time you threw up:
Not since before I started chemotheraphy..so..about 2 years ago?
Last thing that made you cry:
The day Zippy died. I found out when I was going to clean the stalls and my dad told me. I just cried by Phoenix's stall for awhile.
Do you have a bad temper?
I think I'm fairly laid back..just don't annoy me too much.
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
at this rate? Probably not.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
Three. One for each grandparent.
How often do you think about suicide?
Never?
What is your deepest fear?
I don't know. Try not to think about it. Though I guess one fear I have is something will happen to me and I'll die..and no one will let any of my friends know. With everyone being all over the country..I'd hate for anyone to not know and just think I've cut ties with them.
Do you REALLY love all your family?
Yep. Pretty much
What do you want to believe in?
That somehow everything will work out
Do you have a secret crush on someone?
If it is meant to be a secret..then wouldn't merely answering this question ruin the secret?
Are you proud of who you are?
Sometimes..and sometimes I think I screwed up pretty big somewhere in my lifetime.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
A lot of the times..yeah.
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
I don't really know. I try to be a forgiving person.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
Do whatever you want with your life and live it to the fullest
...to your worst enemy?
see you in hell?
Do you care if people hate you?
Not really. You can't please everybody.
Freedom or safety?
Freedom.
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
trying to think of someone and something on the spot like this is hard...
Has a song ever made you cry?
I don't think so..
A book ever made you cry?
wow..its been awhile since I've read any that I don't actually remember
Is the world crumbling to pieces?
No, but humanity is.
Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
...I don't know
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
Wow..um..I don't think ever. Suddenly this thing has gotten rather depressing
What is bothering you at this moment?
My financial situation
Ever started a rumor about someone?
Probably never started one, but I've probably passed on ones that I've heard
Whats the craziest reason why you broke up with someone?
Well, there was this time I took them skydiving and totally broke up with them on the way down from the plane after we pulled out chutes.
PFFFT. yeah right. You need to date before you really break up.
Have you ever been accused of cheating on a partner?
See above.
Ever lied about your age?
No, but people tend to think I'm younger then I am
Ever felt the need to change yourself for someone?
Nah.
When is the last time you prayed?
I'm not sure?
Do you watch porn?
Does Yaoi anime count?
Have any of your ex's turned gay?
Um..sure, why not
What do you wish you did for a living?
Cosplay, horse trainer..either of those would be cool
What is worse a cheater or a liar?
Liar.
Do you still have stuffed animals?
Um..dude..have you seen my room? Or even just my bed for that matter.
Do you dance around in your underwear?
Oh god no.
Do you own a dildo or vibrator?
No
Are you a picky person?
OH hell yes
Do you wish your boobs were bigger?
Nah. Makes it too hard to cosplay a guy
What do you find yourself doing while laying in bed?
Dreaming/Daydreaming..usually about anime characters and potential interactions
Ever been skinny dipping?
Yeah..but its been years
Do you consider yourself trust worthy?
I'd like to think so.
Ever used a fake ID or one that wasn't you?
Nope
Have you ever faked an orgasm?
oh god. all the freaking time
If your last ex apologized, would you get back with them?
I quit this questionnaire. Its giving me a complex.
What family member are you closest to?
Probably my dad
What does death teach us about life?
That its too short
If nothing was holding you back, where would you live and why?
Maybe a little further north so I was closer to my Virginia pals
What is the earliest memory you have of a sibling?
Oh I don't know..going trick-or-treating with Pam, me as an angel and her as a devil
What is the earliest photograph of yourself that you have that you remember when it was taken?
um..my memory isn't that good..so really it would have to be con pictures
How did you meet your first boyfriend or girlfriend?
That complex is kicking in again.
Describe your typical day, from wake to sleep.
Sleep.
Wake up.
Clean stalls
Shower.
Eat.
Text/Go on internet.
work on stuff
Work from 2-8 normally
Dinner
Internets
Skype.
Nets/skype.
Sleep.
What would be your ideal birthday present, and why?
Money. I always need money
Think of a loved one that you have lost. If you could ask this person one question, what would you ask?
Why didn't you just go to the doctor?
What is the best advice you ever received?
I don't know..I don't really get much advice
If you were to die today, what would like people to say about you?
I don't know..maybe if they comment they will tell me
If you could be anybody, who would you be?
Someone who can sing like an angel..cause being able to sing would be cool
What is the most important aspect of your life and why?
Happiness. Wherever I can get it
Where would you travel, if you could go anywhere?
Japan again probably
What time period you would like to be born in?
Oh oh..wild west. I wanna be a cowboy.
If your best friend came to you depressed and upset like you've never seen before, how would you react?
Comfort them..try to do my best to cheer them up
Would you be a different person today if you had a different childhood?
Not really a different childhood..but maybe if I went to a different college
If you could build a car customized just for you, what would it contain?
navigation system and a mp3 player and I'd be happy. oh and flying would be cool
When have you realized you were really wrong in your judgment about someone?
I'm never wrong. *snort*
How do you react when you realize you've made a mistake?
Try to cover it up >_> Or make an excuse
If you had to sacrifice one of your senses (taste, touch, smell, sight, hearing), which would you choose and why?
well I'm already almost blind..but lets go with smell. I can live without smelling.
Who has more power the government or the people?
Government
Did you recently have an interesting conversation?
Everyday
Who is the person that you feel has altered the course of your morals and values?
eh..who knows. I don't listen to too many people XD
What is my earliest or happiest memory?
earliest? Um..I got a stuffed garfield for christmas one year. Woke up with it in my arms. I was so excited I ran down the stairs and had to show everyone what Santa had brought me. I love Garfield. I still have that guy on my bed.
When were you the happiest this year?
AWA. It was probably the most fun con I've had this year..or ranks up there.
Recall a place, person or event, what emotion do you remember feeling most strongly?
Annoyance.
Which friend has had the greatest impact on your life and why?
I have had lots that have impacted me in various ways.
Describe your dream house, room by room.
Big, with room for everything. Special rooms for sewing, video game playing, and displaying awards...and lots of room for everyone to come and stay.
If you could learn any new language, which one would you choose and why?
Japanese so I wouldn't have to read subtitles and could actually understand my doujinshi.
What are a few qualities you dislike in other people, and why?
Liars, Self-centered, cocky
What music makes you want to get up and dance? Why don't you?
I can dance to anything..I just chose to only do it when I'm alone
How would you spend your time if you were wealthy?
I'd travel, go to all kinds of cons and just be with friends constantly
What is one of your most personal hopes and dreams?
To finally somehow be happy and free of debt..of course being free of debt would make me instantly happy.
How do others see you?
I don't know..you tell me?
What would you do if you had all the money in the world?
Pay off all the bills for my family and friends and then just have the time of my life.
Complete this sentence: Love is…
a many splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love.
What are you most grateful for?
My friends.
Why is your best friend your best friend?
Cause she's actually willing to listen to me babble about my stupid and random life.
What is a place that inspires you?
Japan..I cosplay duh
What is the best decision you have ever made in your life?
Walking away from Joanns and finding a job closer to home. I still believe Joanns is the reason I got cancer.
Do You Have demons in your life?
Probably
Are you happy?
Happy enough for now.
Gooooood lord. Long quiz is long.
What really goes on in your head?
Depends on the day really. Usually involves some sort of daydream about various characters and plots and things that could occur..but if you catch me during other parts of the day I could be analyzing my money situation and how to go about solving it.
Have you ever seen those 'Tilt Screen Back' pictures?
I have never even heard of that before.
Do you hate when other people tell you what to do?
I don't like being bossed around. I make a much better leader honestly, but when you are on the bottom rung of the coporate ladder you need to know how to take directions and orders from the higher ups.
Would you rather be in Narnia right now?
Who wouldn't? Except when Narnia is only a very large closet inside a hotel room in Wilmington.
Is it true that whatever doesn't kill you, had better start running?
Probably not in my case. I'm not really all that prone to violence..of course if they tried to kill me, I might just grab the nearest weapon and go after them if for no other reason then to scare them shitless.
We're all searching for something we can't find. True or false?
If it is..I don't know what I'm searching for.
Whose smile could light up this whole town?
There are probably a few people that could do this.
Do other people's opinions mean anything to you?
You like to think that they don't, but there will always be some imprint of it on your memory and if it is a negative opinion a part of you will try to improve upon it so you don't get that negativity again.
Who has been letting you down recently?
The government and its systems of fail that never cease to make my life that much harder.
Have you ever just wanted to run away to see who would follow?
I ran away once when i was a kid. But I only made it to the woods.
Are you much better off without a certain person?
what certain person? Can you be more specific?
Do you regret letting anyone go?
Nope.
Are you really a rude person or do people just think that?
I have a rude tendency but I try to hide it with cute and fluffy things
Do you avoid people without realizing it?
sometimes. If the person makes me uncomfortable or I am trying to avoid a confrontation I know will not go well
What would you try if you had no fear?
Olympic sized jumps..those things are scary
Can you quote the movie Mean Girls?
Never seen it
Do you like candied or caramel apples?
Candied. Not a huge fan of caramel.
Do you find starry skies to be beautiful?
Of course. I just wish I could photograph them better.
Who has a really cold heart?
I don't know if I know anyone I would consider really cold.
Do you want to see snow right now?
Sure. only cause it would get me out of work.
Aren't cats with double-paws cute?
can't say I've seen one o_o
Would you rather be in New York or Canada?
New york..though really you could just go to Niagara Falls and be in both
After all, who's your wonderwall?
wonderwall?
Have you ever had a hamster as a pet?
Ya know..I think we did once..or maybe it was a gerbil.
Do you ever wake up before your alarm goes off?
Unfortunately yes. Usually on days when I am allowed to sleep longer.
Is someone waiting for you?
In what sense are you talking?
Are you enjoying your life?
When it is bill time: No. All other times: Yes....though bill time certainly comes around a lot.
Do you like making someone smile?
I try. Not sure how well I succeed..
Does glitter bother you?
Of course not~ I LUUUUV Glitter
Are you really into cars?
I like cars. I have a dream car. And I watch NASCAR
Can you still feel the butterflies?
....? These questions are confusing.
Shouldn't Alejandro stop calling Lady Gaga?
I like that song.
What would you do if a professional baseball player hit you with a ball?
Sell it on Ebay?
Do you like Mark Wahlberg?
He's alright
What are you really good at?
I don't know if there is anything I consider myself really good at..though I am kind of proud of some of the wigs I have styled.
Can you fall for someone you've never met?
Anything is possible
Don't butterflies fly like they're drunk?
Never thought about it that way but I suppose they do.
Do you like gummy candy?
oh hell yes.
Does your brain work on Mondays?
My brain doesn't work on most days.
Is there wrong in wanting something more?
No
Who would you have sex with right now if you had to pick?
o_o thats a very personal question there little questionnaire thingy.
Who has given up on you lately? Why you?
given up on me? I certainly hope no one.
Do you like water slides in the summer?
OH god yes. I could live in a waterpark.
Why do people act like they like someone if they don't?
Sometimes its just easier that way
Would you marry someone who is Irish?
Why wouldn't I?
Who has a really small head?
I don't know about small heads, but some people have "small arms and a big head..and no neck" does that count?
Why would anyone pretend an airplane is a shooting star?
cause they don't know any better?
Is today a great day for falling in love?
any day would be a good day for that.
Don't you hate when your ex is everywhere you go on accident?
Heh..I don't really have an ex.
Who do you really need in your life?
Friends and Family
Are California girls really that great?
Depends on the girl
If you could say one thing to someone right now, what would it be?
Hey you, mr insurance guy..lower my quote or I will drive my car into your office and leave it parked on your desk.
Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
No. Hey..no one was gonna do it for me and I almost lost all my hair.
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
Immaculate conception? Cool. WORSHIP ME.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Nah
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
No because I have a very expressive face that gives away everything I am thinking.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
o_o..i sure hope not. But if I am, do let me know.
Explain the last time you threw up:
Not since before I started chemotheraphy..so..about 2 years ago?
Last thing that made you cry:
The day Zippy died. I found out when I was going to clean the stalls and my dad told me. I just cried by Phoenix's stall for awhile.
Do you have a bad temper?
I think I'm fairly laid back..just don't annoy me too much.
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
at this rate? Probably not.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
Three. One for each grandparent.
How often do you think about suicide?
Never?
What is your deepest fear?
I don't know. Try not to think about it. Though I guess one fear I have is something will happen to me and I'll die..and no one will let any of my friends know. With everyone being all over the country..I'd hate for anyone to not know and just think I've cut ties with them.
Do you REALLY love all your family?
Yep. Pretty much
What do you want to believe in?
That somehow everything will work out
Do you have a secret crush on someone?
If it is meant to be a secret..then wouldn't merely answering this question ruin the secret?
Are you proud of who you are?
Sometimes..and sometimes I think I screwed up pretty big somewhere in my lifetime.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
A lot of the times..yeah.
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
I don't really know. I try to be a forgiving person.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
Do whatever you want with your life and live it to the fullest
...to your worst enemy?
see you in hell?
Do you care if people hate you?
Not really. You can't please everybody.
Freedom or safety?
Freedom.
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
trying to think of someone and something on the spot like this is hard...
Has a song ever made you cry?
I don't think so..
A book ever made you cry?
wow..its been awhile since I've read any that I don't actually remember
Is the world crumbling to pieces?
No, but humanity is.
Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
...I don't know
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
Wow..um..I don't think ever. Suddenly this thing has gotten rather depressing
What is bothering you at this moment?
My financial situation
Ever started a rumor about someone?
Probably never started one, but I've probably passed on ones that I've heard
Whats the craziest reason why you broke up with someone?
Well, there was this time I took them skydiving and totally broke up with them on the way down from the plane after we pulled out chutes.
PFFFT. yeah right. You need to date before you really break up.
Have you ever been accused of cheating on a partner?
See above.
Ever lied about your age?
No, but people tend to think I'm younger then I am
Ever felt the need to change yourself for someone?
Nah.
When is the last time you prayed?
I'm not sure?
Do you watch porn?
Does Yaoi anime count?
Have any of your ex's turned gay?
Um..sure, why not
What do you wish you did for a living?
Cosplay, horse trainer..either of those would be cool
What is worse a cheater or a liar?
Liar.
Do you still have stuffed animals?
Um..dude..have you seen my room? Or even just my bed for that matter.
Do you dance around in your underwear?
Oh god no.
Do you own a dildo or vibrator?
No
Are you a picky person?
OH hell yes
Do you wish your boobs were bigger?
Nah. Makes it too hard to cosplay a guy
What do you find yourself doing while laying in bed?
Dreaming/Daydreaming..usually about anime characters and potential interactions
Ever been skinny dipping?
Yeah..but its been years
Do you consider yourself trust worthy?
I'd like to think so.
Ever used a fake ID or one that wasn't you?
Nope
Have you ever faked an orgasm?
oh god. all the freaking time
If your last ex apologized, would you get back with them?
I quit this questionnaire. Its giving me a complex.
What family member are you closest to?
Probably my dad
What does death teach us about life?
That its too short
If nothing was holding you back, where would you live and why?
Maybe a little further north so I was closer to my Virginia pals
What is the earliest memory you have of a sibling?
Oh I don't know..going trick-or-treating with Pam, me as an angel and her as a devil
What is the earliest photograph of yourself that you have that you remember when it was taken?
um..my memory isn't that good..so really it would have to be con pictures
How did you meet your first boyfriend or girlfriend?
That complex is kicking in again.
Describe your typical day, from wake to sleep.
Sleep.
Wake up.
Clean stalls
Shower.
Eat.
Text/Go on internet.
work on stuff
Work from 2-8 normally
Dinner
Internets
Skype.
Nets/skype.
Sleep.
What would be your ideal birthday present, and why?
Money. I always need money
Think of a loved one that you have lost. If you could ask this person one question, what would you ask?
Why didn't you just go to the doctor?
What is the best advice you ever received?
I don't know..I don't really get much advice
If you were to die today, what would like people to say about you?
I don't know..maybe if they comment they will tell me
If you could be anybody, who would you be?
Someone who can sing like an angel..cause being able to sing would be cool
What is the most important aspect of your life and why?
Happiness. Wherever I can get it
Where would you travel, if you could go anywhere?
Japan again probably
What time period you would like to be born in?
Oh oh..wild west. I wanna be a cowboy.
If your best friend came to you depressed and upset like you've never seen before, how would you react?
Comfort them..try to do my best to cheer them up
Would you be a different person today if you had a different childhood?
Not really a different childhood..but maybe if I went to a different college
If you could build a car customized just for you, what would it contain?
navigation system and a mp3 player and I'd be happy. oh and flying would be cool
When have you realized you were really wrong in your judgment about someone?
I'm never wrong. *snort*
How do you react when you realize you've made a mistake?
Try to cover it up >_> Or make an excuse
If you had to sacrifice one of your senses (taste, touch, smell, sight, hearing), which would you choose and why?
well I'm already almost blind..but lets go with smell. I can live without smelling.
Who has more power the government or the people?
Government
Did you recently have an interesting conversation?
Everyday
Who is the person that you feel has altered the course of your morals and values?
eh..who knows. I don't listen to too many people XD
What is my earliest or happiest memory?
earliest? Um..I got a stuffed garfield for christmas one year. Woke up with it in my arms. I was so excited I ran down the stairs and had to show everyone what Santa had brought me. I love Garfield. I still have that guy on my bed.
When were you the happiest this year?
AWA. It was probably the most fun con I've had this year..or ranks up there.
Recall a place, person or event, what emotion do you remember feeling most strongly?
Annoyance.
Which friend has had the greatest impact on your life and why?
I have had lots that have impacted me in various ways.
Describe your dream house, room by room.
Big, with room for everything. Special rooms for sewing, video game playing, and displaying awards...and lots of room for everyone to come and stay.
If you could learn any new language, which one would you choose and why?
Japanese so I wouldn't have to read subtitles and could actually understand my doujinshi.
What are a few qualities you dislike in other people, and why?
Liars, Self-centered, cocky
What music makes you want to get up and dance? Why don't you?
I can dance to anything..I just chose to only do it when I'm alone
How would you spend your time if you were wealthy?
I'd travel, go to all kinds of cons and just be with friends constantly
What is one of your most personal hopes and dreams?
To finally somehow be happy and free of debt..of course being free of debt would make me instantly happy.
How do others see you?
I don't know..you tell me?
What would you do if you had all the money in the world?
Pay off all the bills for my family and friends and then just have the time of my life.
Complete this sentence: Love is…
a many splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love.
What are you most grateful for?
My friends.
Why is your best friend your best friend?
Cause she's actually willing to listen to me babble about my stupid and random life.
What is a place that inspires you?
Japan..I cosplay duh
What is the best decision you have ever made in your life?
Walking away from Joanns and finding a job closer to home. I still believe Joanns is the reason I got cancer.
Do You Have demons in your life?
Probably
Are you happy?
Happy enough for now.
Gooooood lord. Long quiz is long.
