The dramas of being me

I got my denial for disability while I was at Dragoncon. Got my letter for the termination of my Medicaid rights because of said denial today.

I hate my life. Seriously. I mean..how do they expect someone who works part time, has restricted physical capabilities, and has to get scans every 3 months really expect to pay for those bills?

$6000 everytime I get a PET scan
$600 everytime I get the port flushed.

Without Medicaid..I'm screwed.

I called my Medicaid person and left a message pleading for some sort of help. An answer that might keep me out of the poor house.

Basically the world is telling me: You suck for getting cancer. You should have died because we're just gonna make your life miserable by denying you coverage by any insurance company EVER, even the goverment one and force you to pay bills that you can't possibly afford.

Thanks. Really. I hate the government -_- I hate insurance companies. -_-

Sorry..those letters just send me right back to the place I thought I was finally free of. I'll stop feeling sorry for myself tomorrow...