Random Thoughts on a Stormy Night

I've been exercising..or rather..I jump on the treadmill and do some weights when it isn't absolutely ungodly hot outside. Which lately hasn't been very often. But I am trying to lose that extra weight that I gained. I feel like I gained weight after Chemo..and just can't stop. ANd I don't like that. I want to get back to being able to wear anything and everything not..."gee I wonder if these pants fit today."

Which is why if I can't get down to feeling better about my weight I will not wear Kougaiji or Heliot at AWA. I know you are like..Who the hell is Heliot? Its that secret costume and trust me..just saying the name will not help you figure out what he is from. But both those costumes involve showing a good bit of my front and I would rather not be trying to wear those at my current weight.

Anyone know where I can get an army uniform? XD Yeah..totally doing transformers epicness at DragonCon and I needs one. And I need to find out what the patch looks like >_< Can't find any good pictures but I know their company has a specific patch.

I almost bought my plane tickets today. I got a price quote of $199 and I was like oooh...totally need to do it...and then I went to my credit card statement and saw I already had $300 on it and went...Damn >_< and canceled. Geh.. so close.

Is it strange that I've had this weird desire to cosplay Kakashi? I have no idea why...but all of a sudden one day I was like..I really want to be him..even just once XD OH! which reminds me: DEATHGOD02 - there is a picture we MUST do XD No questions asked. Must be done. I don't care if it happens at midnight and no one sees it..I don't know how physically possible it is..but it must be done and I want to do it sooo bad XD And I don't want to say what it is because if we can do it..it will be hilariously awesome. Just get on AIM sometime so I can show you.

Which brings me to a list of costumes I want to do in the semi near future (like you really care)

-Zelda (for yaoi-con..damnit it this will happen...maybe >_>)
-Vaan (FF XII - again one I would have to be in shape for)
-Tidus (FF X - yeah..you read that right. again..in shape)
-Flame kimono Fai (something I've wanted to do for awhile...thinking Katsu on this)
-Eriol (CCS - Cheshire Cat. oh yes..orange suit WUT)
-Bak-chan (D.Grayman - adore him. must do this.)
-Suboshi (FY artbook - been wanting to do this for years)
-Cain (godchild)
-a vampire manga I'm reading and adore the outfit to
-Lelouch (CG - there are actually a couple of his outfits I really like)
-Tybalt (RXJ - have wanted to do this forever. Finally started getting fabric for it)
-Shuuhei (Bleach - yeah baby. XD I'm not sexy enough but I'm gonna do it anyway. doing young academy versions with Aduial. Anyone want in? XD AZ 2010)

Do I know when I am wearing these things? No. But they are the current to do list.

DeviantArt is an addicting thing. I've wandered and found some awesome fanart..and have been watched by people I don't know..which is a little strange for me XD It's not bad but I'm like..why do these people care what I upload? XD Its a fun little place though. I should have done this a long time ago.

We've had some pretty crazy storms lately. Today it got really dark and I was listening to the radio and there was hail warnings and stuff going on and eventually teh warning included our county. My first thought was: Glad the horses are in the barn. Next though: I'm going upstairs to watch! XD No hail though..just lots of rain.

And...I think that's enough for now.