Back to Normal

Thank you all for your support in my last post. I relaly should let that kind of stuff bother me but my entire life I've always been this insecure, shy, hide-in-a-corner type of person. And when perfect strangers start saying stuff like that it makes me want to crawl back into my corner and hide because I have obviously done something wrong.

Anyway, I have been watching a bunch of animes the last few days. Trying to break out of my normal routine of:
11: Wake up
11-12: Watch Will & Grace
12-2: Watch Home Improvement
2-4: Watch Law and Order
4-4:30: Clean stalls
4:30-8: Work on cosplay
8 and on: Watch more TV

Yeah..okay so I'm still watching TV but at least this way I'm not watching reruns of shows that I have seen a hundred times.

I need to exercise. I've gotten weaker over these last few months and have gained back all of my weight. So I'm beginning to feel fat -__- There is that insecurity and poor self image cropping up again. So I figure if I try and find a way to do some exercies and build my strength back up then I can be ready whenever the doctor says I can go back to work.

My Scan is on the 4th and my Medicaid meeting is on the 5th. So that will be an interesting week.

To D.Grayman Cosplayers (I know I have several on my friends list XD): What material did you use for your uniforms and what would you recommend? I think I'm going to be making a costume from that show for Animazement but I'm not sure what material to use. Also did you guys make your Exorcist badge thing or did you buy them?

I'm gonna have to work hard on my 2 new AZ cosplays x_x Need to try and be ready for Katsu first...