what next..

So money is always a pretty tense subject around my house.  We are all cutting it pretty close when it comes to paying bills.  Well my father has been job hunting. He's been unemployeed for about a year now and we are starting to really feel that.  It's getting to he point where my parents are considering selling the house and the animal and moving into something smaller.

My father did an interview this week for Home Depot..in New York.  It would be an assistant managers job but it would mean moving back to NY.  But if that is the only place that will hire him we don't have much of a choice.  I know I could stay down here but..I can't really afford to live alone.

Last week my parents were discussing selling the horse trailer and selling Zippy and Phoenix.  Now selling Phoenix would be my job since she is my horse, registered in my name and everything.  And we would have to be pretty desperate for me to sell my horse.  I'd sell every other item I own before I do that. 

So I don't know what we are doing.  We are stuck in this position of the unknown.  If my father doesn't get a job..we're moving. If he gets a job in NY..we're moving. 

It's been pretty tense around here for the last few weeks as we go through this and my parents try to figure out what to do.  This was the first money where my father couldn't pay the mortgage on the house.  He had to borrow from a credit card to get the money to do so. 

I just don't know what we ar egoing to do.