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So I felt like total shit today. Hello Neulasta shot. It really does suck when the mere touching of your body or moving of your body is painful. Tack on the normal chemo nausea and you have a grand ol' day of laying around doing nothing. And with Nekocon next week that is the last thing I should be doing.

It sucks that Halloween is in two days...and I'm doing absolutely nothing once again this year. I know of no parties..not that I am a party person..but I would like to have some reason to get dressed up. We live on a dirt road, off of a dead end street, with a driveway longer then many NC roads...so there will be no trick or treaters to scare the crap out of...Just doesn't seem fair that I will spend potentially the best holiday of the year doing what I have done for the last 4 months..sitting at home watching tv. Le sigh.

I guess this is really just a sad post of how bored and miserable I am...I'm entitled to those once in awhile I guess..

oh yeah..Costume clue..lets see: He was a narrator more then an active part of the show he was on

Plans

Nekocon stuffs:

-Anyone have a small table we can use for our skit? Needs to be fairly light to carry on and off stage..otherwise we are using a strange conglomeration of boxes covered in a table cloth XD!

Cosplay list: (have I done this yet?)
-Secret...MWAHAHAHAHA (Friday night or Saturday night...it MUST be at night...)
-Yusuke (yu yu hakasho movie) - Friday
-Sena (Eyeshield 21 uniform) - Sunday
-Hatsuharu (Fruits basket) - Friday
-Fai (Jade arc for skit) - Saturday afternoon/night
-Fai (jumpsuit)
-Kougaiji (Saiyuki) - Saturday morning or Friday
-Marluxia (Kingdom Hearts?) - undecided

Se-chan: When did you want to wear Fruits Basket?

And onward:
Today I felt a little better. I still had moments, "Oh god I feel like shit" but it wasn't a constant state of yuck like it has been. Although I would really appreciate if I could actually sleep tonight..please..

Might go to a couple horse shows this weekend. Yup. Couple. 2 planned..we'll see what happens. I need to feel well enough to actually ride tomorrow.

I may or may not wear my costume tomorrow...obviously I should..but for what reason? Maybe just as a test run before Neko. At least then I can get a picture and finally reveal it XD

Got some major bills I need to pay and only $100 in my account in which to pay them. My car needs to have the coolant system flushed ($70) and I need my oil changed ($30) and one of the hospitol bills is due and said they will consider if paid in full if I pay $220 within the next couple weeks (versus the $1400 they are asking for). And a student loan bill just came in ($140) which means I have my other student loan bill to pay as well ($134)...so we aren't even into the first week of November and already I need to have $600...I sure hope the artist alley table is successful next weekend. I suppose it could be worse..but with no income I have a hard time figuring out how.

Costume clue of the day: The show had a habit of having guest stars on it..and these are some of them:
Steve Buscemi, Tim Curry, Kirk Douglas, Whoopi Goldberg, John Lithgow, Dylan McDermott, Meat Loaf, Demi Moore, Donald O'Connor, Bill Paxton, Joe Pesci, Brad Pitt, Christopher Reeve, Don Rickles, Tim Roth, Martin Sheen, Brooke Shields, Slash, Ben Stein, John Stamos, Sam Waterston, Adam West.

And some famous directors including Michael J. Fox, Tom Hanks,and Arnold Schwarzenegger.