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Everybody Lies
Jul. 17th, 2008 09:48 pmWith the nearing of the second X-files movie I am once again reminded of all those classic Mulder quotes that I used to love.
"Everybody Lies"
When I was given the port I was told I would never have to go through the pain or panic of having a needle put into my arm. Last week they took blood from my arm because they said the port was too new and it would probably hurt more to do it like that. Today I was told that I would need a shot in the ARM that would raise my white blood count. Okay, yes I'm glad I'll be getting something that will help me fight off nasty death causing deseases. But for crying out loud, couldn't they have refrained from getting my hopes up in the beginning? Cause I really don't see an end to this at all.
I have 4 doctors appointments in the next 2 weeks. Tomorrow, a shot to increase my WBC. Next week more blood tests to check my stats. The week after, retesting of my lungs and another session of chemotherapy. Is my life nothing but sitting at home watching Law & Order and doctor's appointments now?
( Chemo session #2 )
Yeah..I'm just kinda miserable right now but its okay. Just need a few days and my normal mood will return. I'll just keep working on Syaoran and hope for the best.
"Everybody Lies"
When I was given the port I was told I would never have to go through the pain or panic of having a needle put into my arm. Last week they took blood from my arm because they said the port was too new and it would probably hurt more to do it like that. Today I was told that I would need a shot in the ARM that would raise my white blood count. Okay, yes I'm glad I'll be getting something that will help me fight off nasty death causing deseases. But for crying out loud, couldn't they have refrained from getting my hopes up in the beginning? Cause I really don't see an end to this at all.
I have 4 doctors appointments in the next 2 weeks. Tomorrow, a shot to increase my WBC. Next week more blood tests to check my stats. The week after, retesting of my lungs and another session of chemotherapy. Is my life nothing but sitting at home watching Law & Order and doctor's appointments now?
( Chemo session #2 )
Yeah..I'm just kinda miserable right now but its okay. Just need a few days and my normal mood will return. I'll just keep working on Syaoran and hope for the best.
