ever closer

[tohma2004]

I'm going to try to be more upbeat for this post since my last was a bit of a downer...but today really wasn't the kind of day to lift my spirits. everything I tough turns to ruin. But thank you to those that commented. I don't know that I really have depression its just when there are no answers and I can't afford to go and actually get any to ease my head..sometimes you just latch onto something to make it make sence even just the slighest bit. I have thought my back issues were all in my head though, for quite a while now and maybe it is..maybe it isn't...until I get a job that provides life insurance I may never know. Because there is another kicker. If I go to the doctor and they diagnose me with something, and then I get insurance within the next few months...they won't pay for certain things because I would have a "Pre-existing condition" and there are limitations on what they can do. Trust me, I went through 4 months of bickering with these people while they checked to make sure my Ovarian Cysts weren't a "Pre-existing Condition" that I had checked out before cause it if was then they weren't paying for the ultrasound. This is why insurance companies are just money grubbing loads of shit sometimes.

Gah..ranting..sorry..have to stop that. This day must end...

On an up note though I did ride. It was cold and windy and no one came outside to watch...but I did it anyway. And it was my choice.


The list of doom in order of importance
-Ouen uniform - trim, add armband, add patch, make pants, style wig
-Ouen banner - All Add trim
-Jumpsuit Fai - make pants. Paint symbol
-Sasuke - make Uchiha necklace
-Fai - style both wigs
-Jade Fai - repair pimp cane, remove lining, 2nd layor of paint
-Kougaiji - repaint belt
-Cain - repair everything that broke at Katsu....dust it off
-Yuui - add sleeves to shirt, paint front piece and cape, add fur, assemble and add details - being done by corey
-175 Fai - add trim around shoulders - looked dumb
-Artist Alley -gather items, make new stuff
-Kantarou - MAKE!?! Phew



And now I have managed to get a few more Japan pictures to upload.



I didn't see many Starbucks though I heard they exist, but I did see a KFC on every corner and thats just awesome.


That my friends is the real hole toilet..I had to use that..when I wasn't feeling well..it was scary


Another shot of Dee's toilet (told you they weren't in order). Notice sink's location compared to front of toilet. Uh..hasn't anyone heard of knee space? I never used that little sink cause I was afraid to..I didn't know where to wash my hands so I just always went in the other room.


Oh Coke...how I loathe you and your constant mockings of me. Bring me Pepsi or bring me death!


Oh Pepsi Twist! How you mock me yet again! Pepsi should never be tainted by such a vile thing as a lemon. And the funny thing is...there wasn't even any Pepsi twist in that machine. It was the only one I ever saw...


View from the train on the way to Kyoto. Sometimes it is very pretty. Sometimes..not so pretty..very old and houses close together and city like...but sometimes very pretty.


Another view from the train


Another shot from the shopping center. This time of the ferris wheel! Why does Japan like them so much? I didn't get to ride on one this time..we kinda forgot XD